My Crappy Yeezus

by Girls With Depression

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    lo-fi psychedelic music for people who wish Sufjan Stevens used AutoTune more and had more lyrics about personal insecurity and ego
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about

this whole album was created in a single period of 24 hours during which i mixed and mastered the whole thing. i also did not sleep.

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ACTUAL TESTIMONY FROM PEOPLE WHO LISTENED TO MY CRAPPY YEEZUS:
"is this music for gay ppl and trash fashion design chicks?"
"It's really fucking good!"
"I like it better than Yeezus"
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credits

released December 27, 2013

writing, performance, mixing, mastering, album art, etc. Cy Brazanthr
special thanks Ben Ewing, Eric Stansbury, Kanye West

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Girls With Depression Richmond, Virginia

making psychedelic pop music (without enough sarcasm) since 2010!

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Track Name: Sleep is For the Dead
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uh-uh

an' even in my dreams I'm a nobody
even in my sleep I am sleeping
even in my dreams I'm a nobody
even in my sleep i am sleeping
and when i'm a king i'll be a king of something
king of nothing nothing
nothing ever was
i don't know anything about anything at all

sleep is for the dead
sleep is for the dead
i don't want to stay asleep
don't want to sleep again

sometimes i think about being dead
sometimes i think wouldn't that be nice
sometimes i think about going home but there's no home at all

and i don't know about anything
least of all who i am
i think about
i don't wanna sleep
i don't wanna sleep at all

how can you think
how can you think that sleep is for the wicked
rest is for the good and bad
i just don't wanna rest forever
i don't wanna rest cuz sleep is half of all the time

sleep is for the dead
sleep is for the dead
i don't want to stay asleep
don't want to sleep again

sleep is for the dead
Track Name: I Am a Ghost
i am a ghost
i am a ghost
what am i saying
what am i saying
what am i saying now

i was left behind
i was left behind
i was left behind and how

do you wanna say a thing to me
i don't have words for you
i don't have words for anyone
i don't have words for you

i don't believe in a single truth in this universe
i don't believe in a single proof that i will love the earth
the meek shall inherit the earth they will
the meek shall inherit the earth they will
the meek will become the meat
the meek will become the meat

i worry how about how nobody knows me
nobody knows who i am
nobody knows me nobody knows
nobody knows who i am

how are they gonna find out
how are they gonna find out
i want them all to find out
i want them all to just know

and who am i
and why can't you learn that
who am i
why not just know that
who am i
why can't you know that
why can't you learn who i am

i was gonna tell you but now i don't believe me
i don't believe in myself from an hour ago

i am a ghost

i don't believe in a single truth in this universe
i don't believe in a single proof that i will love the earth
the meek shall inherit the earth they will
the meek shall inherit the earth they will
the meek will become the meat
the meek will become the meat
Track Name: I Wish I'd Begun
i wish that i had gotten started when i was younger
i am jealous of the youthful stars who populate the airwaves
i respect what lorde has done but she makes me feel bad
but she makes me feel bad
i wish i had started younger
i wish i'd begun

i wish i had started younger
i wish i'd begun
i wish i had started younger
i wish i had won

and even that said
i still dont' really know in fact who i am
i wish i knew who i am and i don't wanna learn
i respect what lorde has done but she makes me feel bad
she's sixteen and so successful
i'm almost 25 and i'm like old
i wish i had started sooner
i wish i'd begun
i wish i knew who i am
i wish i knew who i am
i wish i knew who i am
i wish i knew who i am
i just wish i knew
i just wish i knew

and don't even get me started on bo burnham
same deal
guess i'm done with bo

i wish i had started younger
i wish i'd begun
i wish i had started younger
i wish i had won

i wish i had started younger
i wish i'd begun
i wish i had started younger
i wish i had won
Track Name: I Wanna Find it Out
i am just a boy and i don't know what i want
i am just a boy from a little tiny town
and i think i've got big dreams but what do i want
i dunno
no i don't know

i am just a boy with big and stupid dreams
they're vague and crazy maybe
or maybe just impossible
impossible is nothing
so i like to say
everything is better when you risk your life

and
i don't wanna believe that this is the end
i don't wanna believe that it's all over yet
i don't wanna think that this is all there is
oh
i don't wanna think
i don't wanna think

i don't wanna plan ahead
i don't wanna plan ahead
i don't wanna write it down
i wanna find it out

don't wanna plan ahead
i wanna find it out
don't wanna write it down
i wanna find it out

and i am just a boy with some really stupid dreams
vague and bluely formed but bloo de bloo de bling
and i just wanna say that i love you all so much
that's not what i wanna say
that's just what comes out
and i would like to believe the words that i'm saying sometimes
and other times i don't wanna believe a word i'm coming out with
and i don't wanna write it down
i wanna find it out
i don't wanna write it down
i wanna find it out

i
i am just a boy
i am just a boy
with some dumb and crazy dreams that i believe in
dumb and fully formed
not so fully formed

i am a lump of clay that wants to be famous
i'll do whatever it takes if it makes you love me so

and i just wanna say that i love you
that's not what i wanna say that
is just what comes out
that's just what comes out
that's just what comes out
i believe it
no i don't believe it

and
i don't wanna think ahead
i wanna find it out
i don't wanna write it down
i wanna find it out
Track Name: You Know Who You Are
what you got on me
you got nothing on me
i don't think you have anything on me
i don't think you have anything on me
i don't think you've got anything

i'm on top of you for now
i'm on top for all time
i'm on top of you for now
i'm on top for all time

it might seem like i'm just bragging
but i speak the truth
and it might seem like i'm just bragging
but i speak to you

i carry the truth
i carry the truth
i carry the truth of all time
i will speak to you
i am on top for all time
i am on top for all time

i speak to you
i speak to you
i speak to you personally

and sure i've cried a time or two
cuz people don't believe
i have cried a time or two cuz nobody believes
i have no voice it seems
nothing in my work
it's nothing left of me when all the day is said and done

and i just wanna be the best
i swear to fuck i am the best
i know it in my heart it's true
i want this plea to go to you
i am speaking personally to you
i am speaking personally to you

i am speaking personally to you
you know who you are
you know who you are
i won't name you

i know who you are
i won't name you

i don't have to name you
i don't have to name you
you know you
Track Name: Stop (I Am Your Chairman Kanye)
stop
wait for me
wait for me
wait please oh hold on just a moment

there's something that i still need to show you
there's something that i
there's something that i still need to show you
i
need you to believe me
i
need you to believe me
baby i need you to believe in me

wait
wait
hi
hello
don't you need to believe in me
don't you have that to do
can you do that

i need you more than you need me
i need to convince you
i need you to know that this is the truth

i
need you to believe me
i
need you to believe me
baby i need you to believe in me

i am your jesus christ
i am your kanye west
i am your chairman mao
your kim jong
i am your chairman kanye
i am your jesus christ
christ
christ
Track Name: It's a Selfish Thing I'm Doing for Myself
hey there simple boy
do you think you are successful
why do you go on and on
'bout how you are you are regretful
do you think it's cool to hate yourself
just cuz kanye does
but boy you sure ain't yeezy
and i know you know that you never will be

ain't that a dose of truth
ain't that a dose of truth

ain't that a dose of truth
ain't that a dose of truth

you wanna know the truth
i don't think you do

i wanna follow my dreams still
i think that i deserve that much
i get to follow my dreams
just because i want to
and i'm gonna do it on the backs of anyone
willing to sacrifice
it's a selfish thing i'm doing
doing for myself

but i wanna give back if i ever
ever get anywhere
not saying that i will
not saying that i can

i wanna do this for me
no no no no
i wanna do this for me
yeah yeah yeah yeah
i wanna do this for me
no no no no
i wanna do this for me
yeah yeah

all alone in a room
could've been someone great
could've been forgotten quickly

i am
i am so lost
sacrifice myself

i wanna be so great
i wanna be so great
will you help me
will you help me be great
celebrate me

i wanna follow my dreams still
i think that i deserve that much
i get to follow my dreams
just because i want to
and i'm gonna do it on the backs of anyone
willing to sacrifice
it's a selfish thing i'm doing
doing for myself

but i wanna give back if i ever
ever get anywhere
not saying that i will
not saying that i can

i wanna do this for me
no no no no
i wanna do this for me
yeah yeah yeah yeah
i wanna do this for me
no no no no
i wanna do this for me
yeah yeah

yeah
i don't want to lose
no no no
who would want to lose
Track Name: I Need to Better Than the Truth
i need an all-new version
i need all new jokes

i need a hook
i need a hook
i need to catch your attention

i need a better story
i need to better than the truth
i need to better than the truth
i need a brand new story
some kind of great sob flick
i need an all-new version
with entirely different jokes

i need a better story
a better story about me
i need the truth to come out
i need it all to be

i need a brand new version
i need all-new jokes
i need to better than the truth
i need to better than the truth
Track Name: Song of Lies
and i'm losing it
losing my touch
losing everything that i got going for me
losing all my skills rapidly
i am losing my touch

and this part could be the chorus
it's the only part these drums come in
but is it memorable
does it sound cool
i am not sure it does

and i should really let you know that i lied before
when i said the drums come in only in the chorus
they come in a lot
and they are about to come in again

don't you like these drums
don't you think they're cool
i don't know what cool is

this part could be the chorus
it's the only part these drums come in
but is it memorable
does it sound cool
i am not sure it does

and yes you heard that right
i just lied again
it's just like when i say that i'm brilliant
oh i have to lie

this part could be the chorus
it's the only part these drums come in
but is it memorable
does it sound cool
i am not sure it does

and that concludes the song of lies
and that concludes the song of lies

i can't face this microphone
this is a song of lies
Track Name: Late at Night
it's so hard to find someone to talk to
especially when it's real late at night

it's so hard to find someone to share a little something with
something that you made so late at night

so late at night
so late at night
so late at night
so late at night
so late at night
so late at night
so late at night
so late at night

and everything is hard so late at night
everything is hard so late at night
late at night
it's late at night
late at night
it's late at night
lady night
it's lady night
it's night

it's so late at night
Track Name: Ghosts are Hard to Believe In
i always wanted to believe in ghosts
but they're so hard to believe in
i just wanna believe in something
sometimes sometimes i do

ghosts are hard to believe in
but i believe that's the appeal
at least for me and i don't believe in anything

i don't wanna be left behind
and i just wanna sing
i would like to be giorgio moroder or something